Melyndra Destra (The Prophet) (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
fireforged) wrote2014-06-25 09:36 pm
fireforged) wrote2014-06-25 09:36 pm
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[Filter: Raezi, in Atsirian]
I think --
I think that Adrian may be dead.
I... you wouldn't believe how many names I went through before I chose yours. Karlesta... Karlesta is strange, sometimes. Heartless, almost, and I didn't know how she'd react. I thought about Felizia, but though she's your friend, I don't entirely trust her. Perhaps Lady Megan, but she and I have been on cold terms since I extorted her marriage from her. Faella hasn't written in an age, or Audreyna. I... you were really the only one.
I suppose I would have spoken to Adrian, before. He was a place where I put my weakness, see. A woman like me, she needs somewhere to store her weakness, because she can't be seen to have any. It's a burden. It's one I bear gladly, for the Holy Mothers, but it's a burden. Adrian... he was good at sharing burdens.
Was.
I think that's the first time I -- I didn't even think about it.
I think that he's dead. I think that I sent him to die, Raezi.
What...
What do I do?
I think --
I think that Adrian may be dead.
I... you wouldn't believe how many names I went through before I chose yours. Karlesta... Karlesta is strange, sometimes. Heartless, almost, and I didn't know how she'd react. I thought about Felizia, but though she's your friend, I don't entirely trust her. Perhaps Lady Megan, but she and I have been on cold terms since I extorted her marriage from her. Faella hasn't written in an age, or Audreyna. I... you were really the only one.
I suppose I would have spoken to Adrian, before. He was a place where I put my weakness, see. A woman like me, she needs somewhere to store her weakness, because she can't be seen to have any. It's a burden. It's one I bear gladly, for the Holy Mothers, but it's a burden. Adrian... he was good at sharing burdens.
Was.
I think that's the first time I -- I didn't even think about it.
I think that he's dead. I think that I sent him to die, Raezi.
What...
What do I do?